Frustrated


It's just one of those times, when you feel that you are against everything around you..
When you feel, that you became strange, from even yourself.
When you feel that all your ambitions are gone with the wind, and won't ever return back.

Feeling like you disappointed yourself, you promised it millions of times that you will win and you didn't. You promised it that you are too near from achieving your dream, and unfortunately you were a big loser..

Feeling like you belong to another world, you are just living but not leaving a legacy..
Why everything nice has to be accompanied with something so frustrating?
Why we have to dream a very nice dream, and then wake up in a very terrible reality?

Why don't we realize the value of what we have until we lose it?
Why we always want to return to the past, despite we have present and future? Is it because we got used to this or just because we want to escape from our reality?

Feeling like no words want to come out of my mouth
Feeling like i am changing alot, and don't know is it for the better or for the worse?
Feeling like i am strange from my ownself, hope i could understand it for once...



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