who am I?

From time to time, we feel desperate, frustrated, disappointed from everything, angry from life as if it's our enemy, and the most terrible crisis is being angry from our own selves…!!!

We feel that we don't understand ourselves, all negative aspects start to control our way of thinking, we start to lose hope in everything, and we lose belief in everything even in our selves. We start thinking about past, as if it was the most wonderful time in our life, as if we didn't face any problems in it.
We only think about past nice memories and nice days that slept away so fast and we hoped it can never pass.

But why is past so precious like this?
Why can't we forget it like this?
Why we hope we can turn back this time?

Maybe because we took some decisions we hoped that we had never taken them, maybe because we would have known so many things that we regret we knew them so late.

Maybe because we feel so shocked from present, we feel we were living in imagination, we had many nice dreams we thought it will come true in the near future. And when this near future came it showed us that these nice dreams were only illusions.

Then we start from this moment feeling so lost, we start to ask this question "who am I?

And the most disappointing thing is when u don't find clear answer or explanation for this question. And the problem is that it's followed by many other questions? , like: what's my aim? Am I loser? Why am I living?

But this problem is not only yours, it's the problem of mostly 90% of youth nowadays, every one that graduates from college hopefully thinking that he will find nice job , nice career with suitable salary and then he's surprised by the wonderful reality!!!

As he didn't know that years of education in college aren't 4 0r 5years only, they can be 7 or 8, it can be a lifetime, as when you graduate you must take courses, college isn't enough. As work life means experience, so "How will you have this experience?", "How will you be qualified?"


Tell me what u think? From where did this problem come? From education or from us, are we silly generation as they say? But if that what they say, tell me who brought us? Tell me what's the difference between their days and ours?

Roura:)

Comments

biggishpizza said…
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IMIDOS said…
I agree with you Roura, but I guess the problem is that while you are in college u don have many communications with the world outside, in other words u don't face such situations that can show you how it's different out there. for example, you don search for jobs and you still in college, so you didn't know yet that it's not that easy to find one. Unless you really get into the situation and see the reality.
I just want to advice is to be always ready and flexible to be able to deal with whatever come in front of you ... just don't panic and try to think before act ;) Nice blog keep it up.