Fear

Never said it…


But I always felt it. Can't stop that feeling deep inside; feeling of "fear"

Fear from tomorrow, from what's coming next, from failure, from being somewhere not here, from not being on the right track.

Sometimes I try to overcome that feeling, but from now and then it comes back and knocks on my door again as if it's a warning sign, as if it's a monitor on my actions, I don't know.

Sometimes "Fear" can be a push forward not backward as most people think. I mean for example; if you are a student and fear from failing at exams, and getting bad results, so this can be a push for you to study hard and do your best to succeed and get good results, and sometimes more than excellent results.

But other times I say to myself, "Fear" can be a big block from achieving anything in your life. And sometimes I say who knows maybe tomorrow is better than today, maybe being in other where not here can be more comfortable, who knows?!!

Well, I guess that feeling maybe because I want to be successful and good person, and someone who left a legacy, someone who lived really not just existed.

Maybe I want to feel I achieved my dreams, or at least I did my very best to achieve it. But I want also to overcome that feeling that makes me worried most of the times.



           To fear or not to fear, that's the question?!!...