It wasn't worth it!

There comes a time in your life when you think that:

Maybe it wasn't worth the ride
Maybe it didn't deserve the fight
Maybe you were so blind

You were always closing your eyes, despite you feel all the lies
Maybe sometimes you think you were a big fool
But admit it, you always felt deep inside there was something wrong going on from now and then and you kept fighting and fighting thinking that miracles are true. ( Although you were totally sure that you deserve better than that)

But you were asking for your normal right; to be loved and truly appreciated and not taken for granted, is that too much?
Well, maybe in those days it's far far too much
People make use of your kindness, your support, and your sincere care
People would make you regret it that once a day you were honest in all your feelings and actions
People would let you down once and twice and maybe forever, because now they knew that you would always forgive them so easily on any and every horrible mistake they did.

Sometimes you have to let go and move on
You have to be more and more strong and don't let anyone to try to convince you that your decision was wrong
You have to kill that part of you that reminds you of all the past fake promises and memories, keep reminding yourself that they were fake and not honest by whatever means, they were from such  talented actors and liars.

Remind yourself that words are not enough to heal your heart or make you feel secure towards someone, actions speak more and more louder, without actions all words and promises turn to lies and fake promises.

Sometimes you would feel so weak and lonely, but remind yourself  how you felt so lonely while some people were just right by your side, remember how they were so cold and didn't appreciate your feelings, how they didn't even exert any effort to hold on and change their horrible attitudes, they were such  wonderful escapees; escaping from all responsibilities, and hiding in the LaLa land.

Remember that everything happens for a reason, maybe you don't know the logic behind that now, but maybe later Allah would show you what you truly deserve.

Just trust Allah, trust his invisible plans

By Sarah Osman

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